Regret. Oh, how it stings. The pain. It feels unlike any other I’ve experienced. The shame I feel, It’s destroying me on the inside. I feel like everyone I love I hurt. The fire I began is burning me alive. Why am I so destructive? Why am I so inconsistent? you know I call myself a Christian, but what witness do I show? It feels like a constant battle of my mind the flesh and the soul. I’m stuck in an endless pattern and I can’t seem to break free.

But after going to God, I realize It’s okay. I think we all have experienced pain and regret to some degree as, Christians but you have to give your troubles to God, surrender again to his will, He will set you free. You can never be too far gone for God to use you. We aren’t perfect, and God knows that He isn’t mad at you. Just like a father with his arms open wide for his prodigal son, God loves you and still wants to use you for His will, no matter what you’ve done! (Preview for my upcoming single "Your Will")